Everthing's mobile!

This is my first blog using my extraoedinarily large mobile phone. Things havereally improved  lot, hasn't it? People are literally flying, i am writing my blog with my dell streak! Amazing! Still a lot of typos though. Haha... But i'm so excited by the fact that i have so much freedom to do so many rhings through this mobile. In fact, i've synchronised all my emails to this so that i can check and reply to emails everywhere. The only thing still missing is skype. Then it would be perfect. Of course, i keep on making typos but i'm sure it will improve. Surely... Hehe...

Anyway, before this, i noticed a dead pixel on my screen. I went back to o2 and surprisingly, they gave me a brand new replacement! I just showed the problem, and my receipt. Immediately, they got me a new one! Just see if you get this kind of treatment in malaysia! Haha... Ok gonna sleep finally.

dreams?

i guess dreams tell me a lot of things. what in fact? when i finally knocked myself out last night/this morning, the first dream i had was me and her getting back together. not romantic stuff. just us getting along well like we did before this. when i woke up, i realised that it wasn't real at all and tears start coming down again. i woke up so many times during the night, and every time i do, i remember the situation i am in and i feel so sad again. i guess it affected me deeply. so deep that my subconcious/my mind made me dream about us. i guess it shows how much i want that to happen now. but i really am not sure already. how do i preservere if she has given up?

so hurt

i just cant stop crying right now. it really hurts so much now. i don't know what can i say anymore except that i am so so hurt right now. i can't stop feeling hurt. i can't stop crying now.