useless

i feel like such an ass. maybe because i am one. i feel so useless. fong, you're helpless, useless and damn, shit is worth much more than you are. i hate myself. i hate myself so much to keep on making mistakes, even though i promised myself i won't make them anymore. i am so useless. i hurt her all the time. i don't want to but somehow, i always act stupidly. why am i so useless!!!??? I AM SO USELESS...