changes again

i still remember quite some time ago, i was so happy and touched when she took the initiative to text me and chat with me. because for me, it means a lot. all this time, i have always been the one to start a conversation with her, to text her and when she started doing so, i was so so happy. but somehow, i knew things were too good to be true. and i was right, because it only lasted a few days. and now, things are back the way they were previously. i text her, there is no reply. she has something on, she dooesn't tell me at all. i don't know if she gets this, but i'm not a dictator who wants to know every single detail of her life. like i'm stalking her, wanting to know every place she's going. but what i find very important is the idea that she trusts me, and regards me as a very important person that she wants to tell her stuff to. i'm not very interested in the content, but the fact that she would like to tell me, to confide in me, is what's important to me. a few weeks ago, i was so happy because that demonstrates it. but it's back to normal again. even a text message is not replied anymore. yesterday, it was the same. it was hours before she actually replied. she doesn't get it at all. i'm not a heartless person ok? i do feel worry. the least she could do was let me know. a few days before too, she just went out the whole day, until 11, and there was not a single text from her. i'm really fed up. yes, i am. not i was. if she continues on like this, i won't care anymore. i'm already starting to not care about her anymore. but i'm still trying to care. if she continues pushing me away, i seriously don't give a damn anymore.