long time no see!!!

sorry ya my dear dear blog. i never wrote here anymore. its been so long since i last posted here. haha... but the way my life is right now, i may never write here again. everything is cruising very smoothly right now, and i hope that it will remain that way. in any case, does she know about this blog too? she mentioned something this afternoon. god, she's scary!!! she kind of knows everything!

but i guess its my freedom to write whatever i want. i sure hope people don't read this blog because what i say may be very offensive. i hate my class. that may be exaggerated but i still hate them. okay, not all, just some. sometimes they just don't give cooperation in whatever we do. as a class, of course. that day, i was asked to discuss a few activities with the whole class and come up with some practical ones that we can do after the final exam, before we go back. but heck, i guess it is just not important right? after all, what can mr fauzi do to them? all he can do is scold me and what the heck? they're not me, so no harm done. and yeah, i think i understand that you daily dose of gossip and the latest news and that oh-so-important text message to that someone cannot wait. after all, if they missed it then, they will die.

yup, i can be very sarcastic sometimes. so much that i get hated by people for my snide remarks and sarcastc comments. the class t-shirt is another failure. we wanted something united, something that can be the identity of our class. and there you go. some don't want it. some want to do it in uk. some think its not worth it. great. i'm sure uk is the land of promises that everything will come true, including t-shirts that is cheap, made of high quality material and everyone can be satisfied with. how do you even know where to do it? by the time it is done, its time for us to graduate already. great timing.

i just don't want to be the ko this semester. didn't i make that very clear? but people insist in choosing me. maybe they believe in my abilities... maybe they just want to torture we as they had done to arvin, david and hafiz. but either way, i really wanna thank those who have been helping me non-stop when i have difficulties holding this position. namely, ben, hafiz, auni and a few others.

apart from that, my relationship/ friendship with her has been quite stable. quite happy i guess over the past few weeks. everything seemed so perfect right now. let it just remain that way until we both are in uk. then i'll try to make things work out. please support me too, jaryn...